feelings

feelings held tight within the soul
locked tight... to help against the heart felt toll
whos to tell where honesty truely fails
best left to laungish... in blackend demented jail

rot to fester... putrid wounds of heart
left to whisper, spoken within the tainted heart
words misspoken... eat... at mind's mortal eye
which are truth ... which are silvered lie's

is it but a clever cover... from a misspoken word
or merely unintentioned meaning that was heard
uncertainty to eat at the burning desire
is there true heat felt... within the flames of fire

how to trust

how to trust unto a world where its second nature to decieve
what becomes of little white lies? or a twisted truth we cant percieve?
is it truth if its not spoken? is it truth if its not found?
is it truth to keep a secret?  its it truth to make no sound?

and yet is honesty perception? and do we really care?
do we go with common feeling?or do we really dare?
does trust and truth lead us... to our honest destiny
or does it merely help us... live in fantasy

how far to quest for honesty?
how far dare we intrude?
is it looking for confirmation?
is it prying to be rude?
dare we look so deeply?
dare we gaze at what we find?
best it not to live in darkness?
where the blind can lead the blind