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Foolish

Foolish... to seek a demon... in his lair
all alone so he could see...
Come inside and test the ware
the demon said to me

swords hung high upon the wall...
a warning I should heed
but curse my weakness... curse my all
too desperate in my need

the demon smiled so sweetly
introduced me to his friend...
blue smoke soon rose completely...
my will my sense to bend

a hand moved...so gently paced...
not thinking there was more...
upon my shoulder softly placed...
a bolt drawn across the door

the cold feeling... of a swords caress
as I "willingly" did concede...
rough hands... a sweet request
a fear so real... I cursed the need

{… was it a trick of the mind
or was there more implied
was insinuation real
the answer I cant find  …}

distorted faces... fractured smiles...
a touch creeps upon my flesh...
blessed darkness as I close my eyes...
a sickening caress

{… was it a trick of the mind
or was there more implied
was insinuation real
the answer I can not find  …}

my mind screams as my flesh crawls
a struggle so weak...
as the demons maul...
locked in a rough embrace...
a single tear hot upon my face

{…  was it a trick of the mind
or was there more implied
was insinuation real
the answer I cant find  …}

                             Blackwid0w

Dark Fascination

Rain lashing … thunder clashing… 
lighting up the darkend skies
Wind howling… tearing at you…
as you stand frozen..... mesmerised

In the valley, down bellow you…
a sight you fear and dread
You hear the screaming... of her terror
as it echoes.... throughout your head

But fascination..... wars with horror 
you stand frozen.... to the ground
Your eyes are staring in revulsion
as you watch the scene….. spellbound

Two half human… half demon
wild beasts have caught some prey
In the storm within the valley…
now its time...... for them to play

Her screams of terror… tear through the half-light…
you know there’s nothing…  you can do
Your heart beats faster,........ excitement growing…
in self-disgust you move….. for better view

Watch in silence… as they pin her…
Securely… to the ground
You watch her writhing…her plea for freedom
Though she knows........ it wont be found

Drenched wet body… thrashing strongly…
clothing plastered… to her form
A clawed hand reaches… for the fabric…
you hear her sobbing… as its torn

Exposed flesh naked…as she struggles
Free… for all to see
firm muscles ripple as she writhes.... in desperation
twisting thrusting… to break free

Clawed hands caressing…in savage exploration
A serpents tongue flickers… reaching for her breast
She screams out… stark in horror…
and desperation… as she feels the demons breath

The guilt flows through you… though you know now…
that there is nothing.... you can do
You see the demons… bending lower
you see her writhing… begin anew

as his savage lips explore her… torment her
his hand travels toward… her shapely thigh
Her screaming ceases… as she lies listless
as his hand moves… so deep inside

You watch him fondle whilst she struggles
you hear her tortured cry
The beast then mounts her, he thrusts for pleasure
You see the terror… held deep… within her eyes

She sees you hiding…  new hope flickers
She spies a longbow by your side
As the tears fall… you see her lips move
    And she pleads… silently………………………
PLEASE…………………………
………………………………………………………………………………….Just help me die

escape the beast

Running hard … escapeing from my foe
Running hard … trying to save my soul
Heart pounding … blood raceing
Demons to be faceing
Shadows grow... dancing in the half light
Wind blows... howling in delight
Rain falls down in angry sheets
A night when the reaper stalks...prowls through the streets

Lightning flash and thunder roll
A night for terror to take its toll
But as the isolation falls around
And violent storm...muffles sound

Left in the isolation of your mind
Dare you look...dare you find
Can you look so deep inside your soul?
Open wounds... festering holes

Dare acceptance of hate and greed
Welcome avarice and selfish need
Can you stare in the eyes of the beast?
Or does he torment and on your conscience feast

On a night such as this can you hold strong
Keep the beast where he belongs
When all around is wild and pure
Can you resist the savage pulling lure

How confidant are you of your civilized mind
Are you scared to look? Scared of what you’ll find